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Authentic Mistakes

by Heaven for Less

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1.
lose 01:03
All you lose you tease out all the freedom black and blue lose the essentials when you need 'em I came here with one short thing to say and I'll go ahead and say it Christine James, Ilana and the Virus we can't win and they're not supposed to fire us just our luck we'll never see the day we make the news I hate the whole world and I'm not exaggerating the sound is yr own voice in a desert heat ablating fool falls from the rings and only perfect liars sing the cadence of the precious is a message to the lizards so they say
2.
lion 02:38
I keep a cold heart every day I'm tryin' murder teeth hot in the sunlight shining there's a hairball in my heart tonight because yr sighin' I walk the lion I throw my black pen out and switch to blue I stroke the mane and clip the claws like lovers do I owe a mess and write all over you because yr cryin' I walk the lion there are so many books I'll never read so many smashed sunrises through the reeds but every lion has to feed I keep a cold heart everyday I'm tryin' murder teeth hot in the sunlight fryin' there's a hairball in every heart tonight because yr sighin' I walk the lion because we're dyin' we'll walk the lion
3.
galloway 01:02
Hail and blaze and the flames are out never gonna tell me what the world's about capture the flag and TV tag and don't get called a faggot when you're runnin' around Rebecca held a dress up full of teacup stew freshly of importance to a renegade you cherry coke and chinese spokes and laughing for a purpose when the joke's on you Sitting in a circle with our shoes untied life is really something and we're never gonna die lookin' at you lookin' at me too I think that we'll be bigger than I ever knew I think that we'll be bigger than we ever knew
4.
al's song 02:08
Can you find it, get behind it are you someone who can meet me in the middle on a diet be the last one to completely shut the door on further morons get together wearing leather Footsteps in the night around my bed let 'em shout outside pretend we're dead yr someone I'd really like to be livin' seems much slower when I'm me Take a letter just forget her are you listening to the whispering scout's apparel poor and feral we can like it or delete it or react to backward people loving the liking loving the people Footsteps in the night around my bed let 'em shout outside pretend we're dead yr someone I'd really like to be livin' seems much slower when I'm me
5.
cake 02:04
The world is yr oyster when yr full of shit the lines are only laughter when you just won't quit no matter how refined there's nothing on yr mind playing honest whispers feeling like a greyhound on with it This glass is all the meadow we have left and yr the reason people say 'bereft' dancing is for squares and suffering's in pairs yr lips like butterflies pressed inside a pamphlet for the war yr a secret layer cake like the regret-sayers bake every other layer's fake yr an oragami sweater folded followed to the letter nothing about you gets better yr a real piece of shit easy when yr full of shit uniformity of shit there is nothing more worth saying to a whore with seatbelts fraying stopping all good songs from playing keeping my hair steady graying how much do they pay the saints it's got to be hard work to keep yr piece
6.
transmission 02:05
I heard a transmission back in my early days me and the brilliantine pallid and pimply and hiding my face in the arms of a maze after learning that love was the easy way out In wordless confusion I scribbled a glossary page 17 listing 'lonely' as simply 'the wait for your water to boil in rooms where heat radiates from the fear in your heart' Lost in a naughahyde couch in the 90s I felt someone tell me it wouldn't get better no matter how you the draw the map every compass point someone is waiting to leave you alone Drank in the shiver and looked to the north in hope you could recover the hold on yr lazy eye focusing images of me wearing brilliantine hair from the foldouts of men's magazines I don't want anything like it used to be I don't want anything rare I don't want anything naughahyde brilliantine just two dogs and a comfortable chair Higher than horses and nothing like heaven solemn with sickness and nothing for breakfast time is a puzzle they leave on the table for someone with everything better to do
7.
april 01:44
Like an idiot savant in the news give folks what they want in shades of mathematical blue no regard for the fund in the back of the brain the eyes a foggy window and the soul is a triangular name fortune and fame torture if you mangle the game You and me are like each other and it's gonna happen again Give 'em something people can use a body to be haunted retrograde amalgam of you and the fifty roads you pass by runnin' away Surprise the soggy pillow is a toll we all gotta pay fortunately porch-sit with the fallow and free you are nothing like anyone else and yr everything about you ring above the doubt in the name I'm shouting out over what I did to my life Like an idiot savant in the news give 'em what they want it's all that yr expected to do then go ahead and stand still in the rain
8.
thrill 01:07
I'll thrill and amaze you and you won't think I'm true but I'm real as the mud on my hands airy and agile and comatose too I'm in love with the ones I can't stand Never the angel but always the blue like an oyster yr better off dead fold all my pages and tell me what's new with the war that goes on in yr head Black are the trails you scrape in the sky guys like me tilt down and crawl Dab at your mouth on the opposite side some people can just ruin it all
9.
elevator 01:50
Halfway there is halfway home alone this elevator is on fire again two minutes is two minutes on your own this elevator is on fire again no human being can levitate no paper card contains yr fate a bed of nails works like a crowded street A man can't be a lake he can't be kind this elevator is on fire again a man can't be a symbol or a sign this elevator is on fire again The Cheshire Cat can fade to black there's no bottom to the sack there's no wolves around where there's no meat
10.
dead 02:37
You are not a painting and I am not a wall cosmically unweighting my attachment to it all there's a meaning to existence and it's begging for the fall tripling the corners where we have to live together And I'm dead tired of trying loose ends don't need these hands for tying the world is exactly as it should be if I turn out wrong go back to sleep Filter all yr blessing and leave the dregs aside off of heaven's kilter with yr legs up for the ride lining each new blister to the slave inside your heart cutting through the morning when we have to see each other And I'm dead tired of trying loose ends don't need these hands for tying the world is exactly as it should be if I turn out wrong go back to sleep You ache I ache aches and pains are raking it up spreading it out you rattle in my pail and I ladle you up I never know what's right I just keep making it up as I go And I'm dead tired of trying loose ends don't need these hands for tying the world is exactly as it should be if I turn out wrong go back to sleep Wouldn't it be good if we were loose another country maybe or a boat on someone's rocky rolling sea
11.
locket 01:02
the bakery blast ties yr skin to the last and you walk on the tacks that were dropped from the ceiling of feeling the lack of remorse yet of course you don't follow the rippiling cripple of cracked imitate the flirt of suspicion and new retribution the easy solution has finished it's hand Run at the mellow and swallow the pills any time you've apportioned for meals and thrills over cropping engagements and might of the many opprobrious alloy sallow and skinny the nor and the for and the caramel core of cylinder candy in infinite pocket to stare at like mother asleep in her locket

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Authentic Mistakes was recorded using free digital audio software and the kind of equipment you'd expect of a regular person.

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released June 24, 2017

Ian Christopher Abrams-Silva: vocals, instruments, art

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all songs written by Ian Christopher Abrams-Silva

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