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Five​-​Star Malted Milk

by Heaven for Less

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1.
tomorrow 01:13
fix yrself in sorrow for tomorrow there's a thing you can sing the song you want to you can linger in the air I don't see how but it's happening now try and just believe me and retrieve a line of sighs true as dying dirty water true as flying in the blind I don't see how but it's happening now now is the time to say anything you want to now is the time to give a stranger bread now is the time to eat the sky for breakfast now is the time to dance until yr dead now is the time to realize we're the same person now is the time to get a handle on love.
2.
concept 01:04
don't excite yrself about a concept a concept will only let you down with the mirror on the wall we'll be laughing at it all come and get me when the mud comes round don't let anybody know yr feelings feelings will scare them all away when the pot is turning pink you will need some time to think come and get me when the world goes gray all I need's a person who can understand but no existing person ever understands perhaps I'm in the middle waving my two hands or maybe I am lying in the road don't interrupt yr silence with a kind word yr kind word will make you seem insane when the dishes go a-flyin' we'll be in the closet crying come and get us when the sky pukes rain come and get us when the sky pukes rain
3.
maggi 02:11
I wake up early in the morning to confirm that yr unhappy yr out there in Rochester living out a silly anapestic life mustering bluster for all to behold shivering living your death in the cold yr the internet of things and someone put a ring on it somebody put some string on it yr the twittering example that nothing is the matter yr out there in Pittsburgh living out a silly antiseptic life killing the spirit of radio son hearing it filling up ears on the one yr the fatalistic fall and someone loves it anyway how can there be the will to say this is our home? I want to forget I want to forget and Let It Be I want to forget I want to forget and Let It Bleed I want to forget I want to forget and R-E-C-O-V-E-R-T-H-E-T-I-M-E-I-P-I-S-S-E-D-A-W-A-Y
4.
me 01:40
the story that you tell yourself about me is nothing like my mind or like reality handshakes and locations faces names and dates perfect teeth and steeping glances at the people I hate I am the cigarettes I am the salad for lunch I am the rest of the rot I am the best of the bunch I am a clinically insane figment of my busted brain I am a flaming school bus that's moving into your lane nobody suspects the calculations are done fitting for a pharoah I'm the fortunate one flirting with a curtain smiling with a gun and my loping legs are broke when I remember to run I am a giant asshole I am a serpentine saint I am the flying fuck I am are that you ain't I am a match that's burning for a wind to romance I am a lousy catch I am a sorted out stance
5.
the okay war 02:04
sudden as surprises get thudding through the internet to me all that mom and dad said that you'd be the ok war is being fought the open sore that time forget and moaning we're all moaning not to be fall apart race you to the floor fall apart love you even more than i already do hovering the shapes we're in recovering a love for gin and me all that mom and dad said would be free elsinore and beetlejuice trust the barking lust is loose and moaning we're all groaning "him not me!" fall apart race you to the floor fall apart love you even more than i already do if you were light I'd put the shades up if you were hell I'd do bad things if you were sleep I'd take a pill and I would dream that you were mine and I'd smile us back to life if you were green I'd have the salad if you were protein I'd have the fish if you were a corpse I would be pallid if you were a bone I'd make a wish
6.
red on white 00:51
when I'm with you I always feel alone
7.
count 01:40
I am counting on you to open your eyes to stay the way you are for as long as you can I am counting on you the way I learned you can count on a man I am denying my hurt to be big as a wall to bellow out a request to play 'em close to my chest I am denying my hurt the way I heard men do what is best I am bruising my brain For the hell of a ride For the bullshit inside For the morning like lead I am bruising my brain the way I need to keep it up in my head What if everything I know turns out to be wrong not just off a little but spectacular wrong what if we reject all the songs can we live without words? I am breaking the bank it's all pennies and dimes they tumble into the slow and shed a shine as they go there is no one to thank as far as I know we say that's how it goes
8.
trails b 01:42
let's romanticize with a hammer stand up to useless glamour I will be where I can for as long as I can people are why ugly is pry at how it got to this I will be where I can for as long as I can the witness stand is empty ask around but no one knows the way they are building something across the street I hear it every day I feel like I was born on my own kick the cash and spread around there's no hunt without a hound I will be where I can for as long as I can lurk and lie and leak and lay I go before I have to stay no one's counting anyway and today is unbelievable
9.
summaries 02:25
none of it will stick it's all gone too quick-ly and I find the things that can remind me are all gone too I barely knew what I was doing downtown is a place where people go to the bank and not anywhere for big ideas or jazz or dreams awake it's all a fake New York and that includes New York no one's allergic to cayenne pepper serotonergic doomsday preppers leper colonies and the capris were in the world at the same time Universities aren't what they meant to be What degree of living do you know how free you are before you hitch yr wagon to a wall fighting furiously gall yr neighbor with a word that won't publically be heard because to learn is nothing like to understand none of it gets in I read only summaries not the book the minute I go looking in my memory there's just summaries it's a bummer please get on the wagon with me and unhitch the wall
10.
ranger 02:20
ranger what's the anatomy of dark stranger rattling windows in the park it's not who you are it's what you know what is yr nature? rotten ghosted gone grayed out and lost forgotten sleepy sallow sad and sauced it's not who you know it's what you don't what is yr weakness? you can't always lie It's got to end somewhere you get out of bed and fall back on yr hair Together we have nixed the big reveal trying to fix up the way you feel stranger breaking windows in the park ranger can you find water in the dark it's not how you are it's who you've been live scared of insincerity prepare to give to charity and sin
11.
it isn't ripe no not tonight I'm blushing for the first time in years nothing more to my life but fogged up mirrors everything's been said it just comes from a different mouth and I now nobody knows you when yr down and out they say reach out so I reached out until my back was sore but I lost all my friends and I let heartache hold the door this is the worst time of year I'm the worst kind of guy I keep blurring lines until "us" is a lie attack when I say attack let go when I say go I know that you knew I would quit bein' someone you know I wasn't lying when I said that I'd rather be blind, it's tasteless and tacky and true not so I couldn't see you leaving from behind but so I couldn't see myself turn into somebody new. they said reach out so I reach out until my back was sore but i lost all of my friends and I let heartache hold the door and I don't want to be somebody ever anymore I wanted a friend I want to see my friends but nobody knows you when you're poor

about

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Five-Star Malted Milk is dedicated
with no deliberation
to the memory of my hero,
Gord Downie

2/6/64-10/17/17

fer
shovelin' hope into the infinite us.

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Five-Star Malted Milk in no way influenced the outcome of the 2016 election.

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released November 20, 2017

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