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How to Get Better at Hearing the Truth

by Heaven for Less

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1.
happy 01:20
I'm happy as hell because you treat me so well there's never anybody on my mind I'm very glad you came so I can throw aside my shame I wasn't me until I knew you were mine It's nice that everyone picks up a taser or a gun they can defend the life they made and that's okay I'm looking in yr eyes and the alarm is always on it means it's time to try and live another day And so I'm happy as hell because you treat me so well I'm in love and I am falling down the stairs everything is up in flames and nobody knows our names I figure we are in for something rare I want to tell you that its fine that we live on a dotted line watching our faces in the scissors overhead and I said it once before but now I mean it even more: I'm going to be here until the day that we're dead
2.
Can you return me? I am lost. The world costs a fortune and it won't let me be People aren't falling leaves I'm pretty sure that when they tumble it's a blur We're sunk and so we settle for a hunk of precious metal and the sun is saying something to the walls, that all the thumping was for no reward it's a ride if yr a wonder and you steal yr own thunder but the hell if I know really I think all this shit is silly and my sky is intact let me re-enact 47 heartaches all to heaven for the earthquake sticky mud is in the feeling of the things that you're revealing and I'm used to it all I'm really disappointed how I'm used to it all Can you return me? I am lost.
3.
Every song's a love song when you love someone every poison dagger every loaded gun every tower of song every bird on a wire every hit from the bong every world on fire every candle every flame every american thigh every mongrel name every gotta get high every motherfucker and honey babe too when the someone that I love is you All the stars are dancing when there's someone you love every pointy purple guitar every sparkling glove every pair of polarized glasses every pair of heart-shaped glasses every pair of swinging nuts and all the wiggling jiggling asses every car is grooving moving down the avenue when somebody loves me like you do Michael Franti and Gil Scott-Heron surely stood where I am staring into a pair of fireplace eyes But the sad old truth of it is that all music is just shit if you don't hear the story of the misery behind Every song's a weapon when yr heart is run through every song is thrilling disappointment rendered anew and every song meant nothing until the day I met you
4.
grow 02:12
Sometimes you grow what you become isn't up to anyone at all but everyone gets to take a piece of you and let you go smaller than before and lighter smiling swaying happy you I don't see any way out but back in and you can't go back in at least not that i know I don't leave a tremor unshook but I look and you look, and we're all that we know Sometimes you sleep and when you wake up you aren't anyone at all just a fizzing on of sudden-certain time is just good luck I need a winner now nothing's going to stop me except nothing I don't see any way out but back in and the clout clamors thin when I'm ready to go In the end it's all that it took, and we take and we take like it's all that we know
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6.
vultures 02:36
I'm the kind of guy writes it down on his hand today if yr crazy or spacey it's known as a personal brand this one goes out with the vultures with nothing to eat I heard that they don't circle at all those birds'll land on yr street You might as well swim when yr nothing but fins over and over try and settle just before it kicks in when we're in the world alive for today that beautiful moment when you look like there's nothing to say There's a dog in a dream, working on a medium blues today is a place where you stay instead of paying yr dues I'm the kind of guy who hides his rockets in sand It's totally fine if yr mine but in the likely event that yr yours you know I won't understand You face a pile of dust when you chase after trust til every feeling is a contest yr intentions are sussed hard rain in the bucket and a key to the drawer that is stuffed with a reminder that you've been there before when we're in the world alive for today that beautiful moment when you look like there's nothing to say I don't want to be a detail to someone else I'm the kind of a guy who puts his heart on a kite I'm the kind of a guy that's gonna make it through life
7.
She walks with the delicate cadence of a million butterflies trapped under the soles of her high-tops it's a high time for consequence the butterflies flapping their wings causes catastrophe in some mythologies but no one remembers the things about these that make them so unique Morning comes and she's on blue the 12-speed Schwinn she bought from you it took nothing at all to remember the days and remember the nights and the empty garage and the glass breaking fight that made everything strange after years of it being all right She don't try very hard She don't look very new She don't have quite good hair and her nails are so blue not from polish but dirt it all gets hurt when she writes her review
8.
Write it right when you feel it wrong when you can't get into getting along when the glow is ash and the cash is thrown and you revelate yr unpicked bones I got somethin' to say no I already said it I drawl on all day somebody edit Get the gist when you're pissed and blue when you just forget the people you knew when the brick is laid and you shame yrself and you can't get laid by anyone else It's something we require just a catalog we tore apart and threw into the fire Make me laugh when I think I'm sick hold my hand and lay the aforementioned brick and when we get tired well, we're all tired
9.
birthdays 01:10
There is a native distress on played out pillow it rests time is never yr friend Allocate the idea no one tries to come and see ya when yr in on the mend I hope I'm nowhere near the door I hope yr out of the room I hope the rut can reverse and all the desert can bloom I want to find you a curtain you are hurting in the worst way its months from yr birthday I wanna be happy to you
10.
mercurial 01:15
Mercurial Muriel's no kinda friend she can suck out the shine from the light that you lend going "I get everything on my mind all the time I swallow the ocean where you wade" Mercurial Mars has her mouthful of stars she spits on the ground and rolls into the tar going "I get everything on my mind all time I know how to win every round of charades" Mercurial Lissa is kissing some cheeks handing out frowns to the hungrier freaks going "I get everything on my mind all the time I know how to muscle my way inside." Growing up has never been so weird you make a memory of yrself and like purple dye it fades maybe next year maybe next year
11.
knell 00:48
We used to share an office what do you think of that? I was novice kitten getting all held back The awful silent world butters toast and Woody's waking up Fellini's ghost I made a promise but you weren't listening and this time of year I hear you whispering
12.
no one 02:33
Always the same: you were out in Ft. Greene a band with a beard sang you "Goodnight, Irene" women drank whiskey and men held the door the song rolled the tears from yr face to the floor You always mistake me for no one no one could be who I am my face is all out of focus I might not be yr kind of man It's hard to find something complete in this world women with children still call themselves girls men who would turn into hair if they could I went upstairs thinking this can't be good You always mistake me for no one no one could be who I am my face is all out of focus I might not be yr kind of man Now I get the sense that yr powerfully tired make you a bet that I love you when yr asleep I will lose my control sweep up the covers and swallow you whole (and the band sings us out)

about

HTGBAHTT was recorded in Albuquerque, New Mexico. All material was written 2016-2018 with the exception of two songs. I used microphones, amplifiers, guitars, a digital piano, my larynx, a MacBook Pro, Reaper, Audacity, the back of a sketchbook cover, some glue, a couple of markers, and a 5"x8" notebook with a bicycle on it.

If you think it's about you, you're probably right. But maybe not!

Thank you for listening.

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released February 22, 2018

Ian Christopher Abrams-Silva: instruments, vocals, artwork

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